Tlix, I grew up in this country, have been exposed to the teachings of chritianity my entire life, I've heard it all a gallizion times before.
And it makes abosolutly no sense to me. One of the last things my father said to me before he died was " When something like Christianity makes no sense, you read as much about it as you can". He had a library of over 4000 books, hundreds on Christianty and other world religions.
He knew the history of that religion like the back of his hand. And if you read about how christinaity came about, you well see it's based on primitive achient cultures , myths, ledgends, storys, (fairytales).
They just didn't have the knowlage we have today.
But I won't say that what your experencing isn't real, to you. And it is the framework for alot of people to live their lives. Everyone has a sprirtual nature. But if something is true,real,then it can't fly in the face of known data. There should be no reason it should.
The particular religion I practice does not contradict known scientific fact. And I to am having a spirtual experence, everyday. My particular belief lends itself to personal responsibility, karma (which translates into "action"). No god brings misery or happieness into my life, like the bible says, you reap what you sow.
So I am a very religous person, but in a different way. I practice to improve and strengthen myself. To move beyond where i'm at now, to evolve. It's not easy, to keep it up.
So I have a religous belief, and evolution makes perfect sense to me. Like some have said, we don't have all the pieces to the puzzel, but there is an enormus amout of data suggesting the earth is millions of years old. To ignore that, twist the facts, is proff that that particular belief system is false. BUT, you can still believe in it, have a spirtual experence with it.