You're telling me that you can't look around you, your ability to have relationships with people, etc, and you don't recognize anything incredible happening? Then, I guess you're right. The world sucks. How can there be a god?
Do you even recognize the term 'moral?' I'm not implying anything about you personally. A "might makes right" world goes against the compassionate side of our human nature. How can you look at the world like this? And if you don't, how come?